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What is going on with you? Your entire attitude has changed. The polite Matt that I knew went somewhere. Can you tell me why you are sending the nasty messages and avoiding me? You knew when you moved in that I am having a very difficult time and I am trying to re-build things. If you are bothered by it I would like to know. If you want to move out that is ok? We want you to stay but this cannot go on. We can come to some agreement about bathroom usage, the kitchen, the food that we had no idea we used, etc. But you have to talk to us. Mona and I had no idea that we were doing anything to annoy you. We should have done this at the outset but things were hectic. I don

firstttt the one that was left this morning when i got up... ( i thinik it was this morning) matt, i really need your rent this morning. please give the money to mona. we are in danger of having both the phones and power cut off today! we need your $ to help pay for them either give the $ to mona or leave on counter

gives me a few seconds to edit names out of it (not his, my aunt and uncle's)

the cousin has moved on from letters to e-mails, and this last one is amazng, he's female doging because i'm not showing HIM any respect...

i am an arseho, i'm nickle'ing and dime'ing him but what else am i to do, i can't yell at him through a note

buh buh buh the cousin and i got a note today !!! i'll just copy all of it to here I really need your rent this morning. please give the money to (wife). We are in danger of having both the power and phone cut off today! We need your $ to help pay them. either give the $ to mona or leave on counter he's an assistant professor....and he can't even pay his own bills....good times, i'm going to take $20 for the groceries of mine they ate and said they'd replace but didn't, and i'm going to tell him since i'm giving him rent i want a cabinet cleared out cause i'm tired of keeping my foods up here

thx frost, like i said, its a start soooo back to rant, guess who pucking woke me up at 8am knocking on the door. I just ignored it again, right back to sleep....fudge it

got home..and alas no note, the last note they left me i just left it laying right where they put it, and now its gone, so maybe they're starting to understand i don't really respond well to the notes?

i'm going to head to wal-mart maybe pick up some supplies...find something else to do for 2 friggin hours

i'd rather just leave....he can barely make it $$ wise as it is, as soon as he finds out i'm moving out he'll freak and they'll be the nicest ppl ever

in the rant i think i forgot to add that they won't be mean to my face about anything, they are always so friggin nice, and i can't bring myself to be mean to them while they do that.... i usually have no problem at all cussing ppl

yes well it was so unexpected, just off the top of my head, i really should make a list or something,

i would also like to add, these friggin mac comps can lick the underside of my scrotum, the keyboards are horrible.

i think 2.15 is the cheapest here, i have to fill up as soon as i leave the empo...so i can waste anoher 5min and maybe avoid the cousin

oh yea....i got 5hrs of sleep this morning, and i think i did ok on my sex test(though i did take a long time har har)

I pay him $280 flat rate, if you're looking let me know, unlike him i'd actually pay you on time too....at thsi point i do everything i can to get a new note waiting for me on the stairs :-D

no i won't be here past this spring(when i ...don't graduate, lol), and i need a place to live NOW, i'd move out now if i could find a place. I've been avoiding giving him rent just in case i find another place.

the problem is i cant get angry therefore shouldn't cuss. I'm a very quiet person, mostly cause i'm an arseho and don't need more trouble than i have. Perhaps a napoleon complex (i'm 5'6"). But the cousin is a total ass and has no respect for me, treats me like i don't live there. We have 3 full bathrooms, and one is mine, one is his and his wife's and one is for the kids, and every time they get sick, they use my bathroom and don't clean anything up, and i'm talking nasty sick. They also eat my food and when i told them to buy more they agreed to but told me i should keep my groc in my fridge upstairs (you know the tiny door style) or in the spare fridge in the garage (ok, thats reasonable, i'll sit in the back of the bus) and take my dry foods to my room. I pay rent, i should get my own frickin cabinet. Furthermore he makes 96k/year but still has to borrow money off me about once every two weeks ($20, for gas). They can't handle their bills, they're in debt over their heads, and they went so far as to ask me to get a Lowe's card and put a washer and dryer on it for them and they'd pay the bill. I personally think they are both on pills like crazy but thats just an opinion and i could be wrong (HAHAHA). he's got up at 9am on a day i needed to sleep in (late shift at work, inventory) so i could take him to the hospital cause he was sick, we were there till 3:30 cause he kept having more pain and they kept giving him more meds (insert tom green from freddy got fingered"Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm"). And then the next morning he woke me up at 6am so i could move my car so his wife could park 5ft closer to the door. I've had to park where she would have had to parked about half a dozen times and never said chit. I just ignored him though and went back to sleep. The worst part is i have told them both where my spare is and they could have just gotten it, thats why i left it with them! She is a hypochondriac like crazy. I'll give ya a rundown of whats wrong her, these aren't separate incidences, this is alllll the time, about 2 days ago i was cooking and she came in the kitchen and ketp talking about her back burning...allow me to quote "shewwwwww my back hurts......its burning......i don't know whats wrong" i didn't even look at her, she wants everyone to pity her!!!! bone disease which leads to the osteoperosis or whatever jaw problems nerve problems in her face from jaw surgeries allergies like crazy (we can't have the windows open, she gets sick) her stomach hurts her back hurts her eyes hurt Headaches and i'm sure i've missed other things as well, and if you're around her for 5min she'll start whining and hope you'll feel bad for her on top of all this my cousin's sister (hey hey she's my cousin too) said that the wife even complained to her, why is this special? the cousin's sister has parkinson's, an honest to god problem and the wife needs pity even from her! i have gotten notes nearly every morning when i wake up. ...ranging from don't turn the outside lights off (always have a negative tone, and i don't touch the ouside lights), to don't start the dishwasher and even explaining that he has to leave. I was told that i shouldn't shower with my gf when she's there, the kids ask questions. I PAY RENT, if i want we'll have loud anal sex in there while screaming the good word and the kids, oh the kids. there's two, one only there on the weekends. I'd be hard pressed to choose which is more spoiled, i think they should just share 1st place. One is his, (the weekend warrior) and one is his wife's (both from another marriage) and his is awful, she pics on the other one constantly which is half her age. When i first moved in i was trying to make nice and play with them and she got the idea to throw a rock at me...apparently nobody ever got stern with her, cause i told her if she hit me with a rock i'd hit her back, i wasn't her father and i took a rock, threw it to demonstrate...she cried, i laughed (the girl is like 12, not young enough to justify the actions). Note she wasn't throwing the rock in a tantrum either, she just knew she could get by with it...well with her parents. The other girl gets whatever she wants when she wants it. The mom says no then the girl says yes and cries till they allllll feel sorry for her. and i have to hear it. every night at about 11 i get to hear the whining of her going to bed, she's like 6 or 7, she should be in bed by 9. Lets not forget that the little girl is actually not the wife's daughter, its her granddaughter. Apparently she couldn't raise the first one good enough to raise her own, so she's getting another try. And yes i think the kid is a bastard. The mom is preg again too...bastardx2. How about that wife...lets talk about how i come back one weekend from a visit home and her car's gone, which is strange cause she doesn't work (she's disabled, you probably guessed). He finds out she's not paying any of the bills that he's giving her money to pay, thats two new car payments, power bill cell phones, land line and i think the cable too. Hadn't paid for two months, you do the math, thats a lot of money to go missing. And yes they borrowed money off me during this time, strange strange strange. anyway, he confronts her and she leaves....suspiciouis anyone? He tells me about it and says he also found some of his medicine gone...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.(lets also add that this is when i had to take him to the doctor...you all are smart, figure it out,....pity drugs?) He left her a letter apologizing for being angry with her and talking about how much he loved her missed her. It had been like 4 days....blah. I would be telling the ugly runt to get my money or ...well n/m hows that for a rant?

also i was looking at some 6.5 kickers and i like the way the grills are, i think i might try to reproduce it with some creativity using a metal rod and a blow torch:) maybe you all know what i'm talking about, its almost girly i think, three way metal star. I'm thinking do two of them per sub, one bending opposite the other, and then have them powdercoated with something close to black chrome, but since i've never done any metal work i'm sure it'll never happen

man what a day, here at the frickin math empo doing work cause i don't wanna go home and deal with my cousin (my roommate 50years old, hot mess) The lights keep dimming here and if they go out i'm screwed and will have to go waste time at B&N or something. I need another place to live, i'm so fed up with the cousin, called some people today, but they were foreign and couldn't understand them. I'm not racist or anything but if i live with someone i'd like to avoid that language barrier thing...unless they're female, then bring on the language barrier. ok i think that was a good enough rant...don't have to work till 4 or 5 tomorrow, don't really have anything to do so i get to sleep tonight. and the big one I got my rear door panels apart, i'm going to cover the cloth part with black vinyl, the back deck is going to be covered in black vinyl too. I'm hoping it'll look good. I will do the front doors this weekend as well.

yea what i wouldn't do for about 6 beers and 15 hours of sleep

in 2 hours i will have been up for 24 hours(7am). on top of that i have class tomorrow until about 7pm and then have to meet some people about a possible living situation

how'd you know i didn't shower today?

i want my old daytona back and stick 4 15s in the back, fire them straight up and give as much wattage as possible, everyone always said they were great for audio setups but i owned it when i was poor as balls (now i'm just poor). I still "own" it but it is sitting and rotting, what a shame

if you're shooting for the lotto its a good thing you're in socal, cause VA's mine. and my system has overpower bass but only when i turn it up, i think i'll have to let him get in and shake his brain a little. I just need some friggin midbass.