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oh sorry I forgot to respond to this again. I talked to doug and he said, "been a little out of touch and looking for work." Was all he said, so I dunno man. lol

ok so basically it's around 6 and a half hours from where I live. I live four hours away from Chanute, I've visited a friend up there a couple of times. Pretty hefty leap. lol

what part of kansas? How far away is it from Chanute.

I've all ready started looking.......but it's gonna be hard. I was actually just going to move in with my parents after my cousin and I talked. That was until this happened and now I don't want to move back in with them either because I'll be watched like a hawk. My only real option is to live on my own, which will be a bitch to afford. We'll see though.

what sort of rules are troubling you young grasshopper ok I'm gonna give you guys the low down on what just happened tonight. So my cousin and his wife come home and we all say hi and what not and they walk off(I'm playing guitar hero) my cousin comes in not 2 minutes later and says I need to talk with you. So we talk and we start talking about what happened Monday night over at this house. To save the trouble, we were drinking and some other "things" were involved but I'm very responsible with what I do and have never done anything stupid. Anyways, my cousin says, "well we don't want that kind of stuff in the house." and I say, "well at the beginning before we moved in you guys said it was cool to have stuff over here so I dunno man." Anyways after much debate and me basically saying, "I appreciate you talking to me like this face to face and if there is anything else wrong just let me know but it'll never happen again." here's were things turn for the worst. My dad shows up to my door(I have a door leading to outside from my room) and he says, "your cousin just told me about Monday and I'm telling you right now it better stop right now." My first reaction in the back of my head (I can't believe I just got sold out by my own pucking cousin). We talk for maybe 2 minutes with him going, "we'll talk about this later." At this point I'm over the edge mad, like I've never felt this way about wanting to hurt someone so bad before. I sent him a message via aim(because he locked himself in his room) saying, "You're such a bitch for doing what you just did. Why did you even bother talking to me if you were going to do that? That was so low dude, don't ever ask me for help or anything ever. Matter of fact, don't ever talk to me again." To sum up what was a paragraph. So now I'm basically just trying to get out of this house because I'm betrayed by everyone who lives here and I'm not about to live under a roof that has pucking hypocrites living under it. They drink/smoke pot so I hope karma bites them in the ass someday. I'm sorry for such a long story but it needed to be told.

and scratch the drinking idea.....no partying tonight..... lol couple friends? I wish I had couple friends

I'm so pucking moving out. I cannot stand living here anymore. If there are gonna be this many rules, I might as well just live with my pucking parents again. I knew it was a bad idea living with my cousin from the get go, ::sighs::

indeed

Layin low, download a movie probably. you mean borrowing, a movie good sir . THEY COULD BE WATCHING. DUN DUN DUN

I'm glad you asked Aaron. I will be playing Poker hopefully(just bought a new book ) and probably get chit faced drunk. How about you guys?

ryan you and I would get along great. Study/work hard during the week and then when the weekend comes around, we drink till there is none left!!! Anyways it's getting late and since I can't get this stupid video for the i-touch to load properly I'll go to bed as well. Night hop.

oh btw, I'm going hog hunting this weekend. I liked duck hunting, let's see if hog hunting is any better

I don't know if I would classify my self as having a "phobia" or I'm just a pussy when it comes to things like this but whenever I'm home alone, particularly in a big house like my parents, I get scared and paranoid of someone breaking into the house. I've just always been that way, even as a little kid. The only time I feel safe is when I'm in a room with the door closed/locked and my dog in the room with me. I have never told anyone this until now either, so feel somewhat special I have told you guys this. You've kind of caught me in a transitional state right now. That's why when my parents are out of town, I'm up at all hours of the night and I don't get much sleep because I'm paranoid to hell about someone being in the house without me knowing. /shrug

I tried that with Doom 3 whenever I had my klipsch 5.1's hooked up to my computer. I was playing it in the dark and was scared chitless for a while. silent hill with surround sound. i felt like a damn vietnam vet for a few hours after that chit. lol....my cousin said the same thing, I've personally never played the game.

I just finished my homework. God I hate homework, I've forgotten how much it sucks by sitting out a semester. I just easily put in a good 5 hours of time into my homework. pucking medical terminology.

I tried that with Doom 3 whenever I had my klipsch 5.1's hooked up to my computer. I was playing it in the dark and was scared chitless for a while.

I've been kind of interested in pistols lately but I don't think I'll buy one for a long time. At least not until my speakers are purchased and some other things that have priority over a gun

Someone needs to go to this muse concert with me, I really want to go see them but no one can go I won't go if it's just me.

we have ultimate frisbee at our highschool I dunno about the college. I played it a couple times (when I was in shape) it's a fun game for sure.

up up and away!

I have a lot to do before tomorrow, oh why did I stay up so late last night.

posted a comment over at youtube. Cool stuff man.

I vaguely remember you but welcome back regardless.

I had a lot of free time tonight. about me: "Someone who feels the end is near. I'm staring down the hole again but I celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing. Is this a test? It has to be, otherwise I can't go on. I want to step through my shadow and come out the other side. I am just a worthless liar, I am a just an imbecile but father blessed us all with free will. And as I look in his eyes, my fear begins to fade recalling all of the times. I could have cried then. I should have cried then. Now how can this mean anything to me? Because I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected, enough to step aside and weep like a widow, to feel inspired and fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral, swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human." -My feelings expressed by music

Pink Floyd is amazing for many reasons.