dem beats

It's a super guilty pleasure of mine also. Maybe it's because I saw it young. It was made for 14 year old boys, and it got me good at an impressionable age.

Learn to shoot with a narrow DOF. Much better lesson. But get your lens calibrated if there are some issues.

Bokeh whore. Don't get anything with a 1.2 lulz

If I thought being happy was part of the reason for being here that might work.

Swimming between being really thankfully and feeling really bitter about my situation.

Well....that... doesn't help. Ha!

Nah fam, all the more reason to switch to full frame. Boom!

What a fantastic movie.

Strange fucking brew. Oh my gawd.

Pretty!

It's weird.

I have had crazy bouts where I feel I can't eat, drinking even water is tough, and I will have constipation at the same time as loose or watery bowels. I constantly felt the need to urinate, and I dont have a problen there, but i would just feel blocked. And the first time it really happened it was so much pain I couldn't believe it. It was way before my first arthritis flare up by a few years too. It was after my hip started to hurt however and I had gained some weight at a seated job. I saw all the specialists at the U of M. One told me I had cancer and then took it back a few tests later. What baffled everyone is that for me to make my GI pain better I would take anti inflamitories. That's so backwards that anti inflamitories are one of the more common reasons for constipation. So that makes absolutely no sense from a standard medical point of view, but if there is swollen muscle involved... And the illiopsoas is only second to the glutes in size but it's goes through your hips, and it attaches to your spine and femur. The first time this lady pulled my psoas I had a weird gut feeling. The other day I stretched it and did some exercises to strengthen around it. I think I may have gone overboard because I'm having the same exact excruciating pain. I am also reading into the fact that the nerves for your GI system, Vegas stsyem I think is the name for that system, bundles and pulls through where the psoas connects to the spine. So low low back, groin, and hip pain, accompanied by really crazy IBS that is helped only by crazy strong anti inflamitories and/or muscle relaxers.

So in doing some more reading, this fucked psoas thing could have been responsible for a lot of the GI trouble I have had over the last decade. I'm kind of annoyed that a crazy amount of the suffering I have had could just be real tight muscles in a real terrible place.

Noice!

I feel like it. Hips hurt so much I can't stand sit or lay down

Holy fuck. Yeah, thirst women are a real thing. I had a pharmacy rep come back 3 times to discuss a return for a sale. Blood in the damn water, I feel like piece of meat.

I could read into it a bunch more, but it's just the most likely reason I communicate with women better.

Being almost completely raised by women gave me a giant leg up.

I'll buy whatever your selling as long as you keep telling me that it's all me. I'm pretty sure there is just something about hitting your your 30s that make women think you have shit together.

I attract women that want to Submit to a male. When I was fat i was still broad, now that I'm getting more trim I look more and more aggressive and large and it attracts a small woman who likes feeling that way or a large woman who finds it hard to feel small. I'm neither tired of it not happy about it. I'm really lucky that woman way way way waaaaaaay above my pay grade are into what I bring to the table. So I just feel blessed. I'm just not used to all the attention. I'm actively flirted with by women since I hit 30 and since I became not horribly gross it's been really interesting. So many young ones too. :-/

I only attracted older women when I was a younger guy. Even when I was a lot heavier I was getting more attention from women than when I was young. I don't really know what's different. As far as hit on, I got hit on a lot when I was really fat. I only worse suits so it's mostly gold diggers looking for a chubby guy with $$$.

I understand that I recently lost some weight, but did you other guys notice women become really really interested in you in your mid 30's at some point?

There are some share co ops that are interesting... but here is the thing. I see it as a content creators side stream. And I'm not deep enough into content to have enough machine power. And I don't want to be a miner. And I like donating....

A current look into what might be possible from one person's point of view. I'm not doing it..... maybe that's silly, but I donate a lot of my computer time to BOINC.

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