dem beats

I'm low tech and planted my 'maters in the dirt. Like a cave man. :-(

I need me one of Dem things

Fixed all that looking shredded bullshit and had a tripple whopper heavy all and then some icecream. I spent most of the day laying down and the one short shoulder workout, then back to sitting my ass down when I got a migraine. I even had my tracker off for 2 hours when I was stretching after getting up and I still burned >4500 kcal. If I could process and consume healthy foods again..... oh the things I would do.

Shrinking muscles is fucking real. The Mauo diagnosed me with clinical malnutrition basicaly. I felt soooooooo damn vindicated to all these doctors I kept telling I was wasting and drinking cream and sugar to fight it. Lmao "How can you be so healthy if your so sick?" "What if every patient you had started walking 3 times a day, lifting weights 3-6 times a week and missing both marks less than 3 times a year? What if they have done that for wo years and make 90% of their food in their own kitchen?" :angry doctor noises:

Those are the best leg days. On or off. Nothing in between.

The upside? I will have abs in no time. On days when I eat a ton of junk and get in the calories I need my muscles swell the fuck up. Shoulder striations showing up like crazy. Quads popping off through the sweatpants like a boss. So there is some upside. Just get all that belly skin chopped off and I'll be a middle aged model. Gotta get a book deal for going from ~550 and chonky to shripped right?

Warmer would help J I can't stay warm for walks even if I walk with someplace that has benches to rest. I hit the elliptical and it helps but its rough as fuck on my knees for some reason. I even have a stride adjustment. Top of the line back in her day!!!! Lol

I would benefit from a complete life transplant.

I switched to humera. I have a similar plan but I'm off the meds now. I needed to come off to fight the bacteria and just in case the covid gets me bad I would have to come off anyway at that point. I did the math and the short term possible damage tonmy joints is worth the chance to start healing again. Just herbal remedies. I just need money. I could go to a gym find testosterone and adderall and probably be "fine". I can mask the symptoms with street pharmacy stuff. I just want to stay out of prison and find out why I am so sick. It sounds crazy but I'm I'm literally just wasting. Whatever stops that would make me fine.

Gotta sell a kidney. I need a job bad. I'm pretty unsure of what to do now. Frankly its get on the right stimulants, the right supportive drugs, and just get back into the workforce. The house is falling down around me and the most I can do is feed the people around me. When the temps hit 70s I can get some work done but anything cooler and my hands stop working before I get anything done. I can work the snowblower or the riding mower. That's it. Lol.

All the relevant parts were just replaced. I cleaned it all and checked the repair guys for a second opinion. They Dont know what to say but sometimes even if you replace every board with the exact right board the ship still leaks. It is almost 20 years old.

It worked for a few weeks and it will be a good backup. I cannot replace the broiler(I dont think that would help the able function based on what I am reading) without for sure destroying the bolted down connection.

Replaced basically every important part on the damn oven. Wont go past 425 and that's luck. FUUUUUCK! I would like to throw things through things until all the things are broken.

Happy sinko-day-drinko you bastards. Someone get really drunk for me today please. Lol

I'm about to let go of the super high whole wheat breads. I'm about to get fancy AF withthis bread shit. It has nothing to do with getting an extra 50 pounds of strong bread flour either.....

I bet you would....

Vegas odds on if Sean gets a Mortal Kombat reference?

Flawless victory.

Their boats and ice skaters are faster because of their aerodynamic faces. I tell my lifting bro that the only reason he got in shape is due to his evil Dutch heritage and their genetic testing done with the germans. The goal is to make each other laugh while trying to lift heavy while spotting them so that we can call them a pussy for not focusing. I don't know why that's a game but it is.

Cant trust the Dutch. That's all I know.

Purdy

Truely gorgeous work my guy.

That door was epic

Lake city sleeping pills baby! The more grams the better. If you care enough to send it, send the very best.

Gorgeous pup